Closing this down for awhile, so sorry, things have came up.

I'm not to sure if I will be back. but I'll check on this somewhat. Depression's been taking over me lately. been getting alot of help though. but I'm going to alot of places and with alot of ppl instead of being alone.


and to Cat.
you need to get help. please. your depression is taking over you. please get help. I want you happy. you don't need me. please don't be sad, or mad at me. don't commit suicide or anything. Just be happy. and please don't hurt yourself. you have a family that loves you but you just ignore it. I might come back, I might not, but please don't do anything drastic or anything. just be happy.

Edit:
My Mom and Aunt are making me move on in life, taking computer away, and changing everything I've been on, this might be the last time I'm on for a very long time, so sorry, I might be back I might not, but my mother is changing my passwords and everything. she won't give them to me until I straighten up, and move foreword. and thats what I'm going to do...